Dreaming - my compo

Where you just a dream of mine
I dreamed one lonely night
Or did your strong and gentle hands
Caress and hold me tight.

Was it just imagination
That your eyes looked into mine
And in their depths i read there
Loves first enchanting sign

Was it just a fantasy
A longing for such bliss
That i felt the pressure of your mouth
In a hot and hungry kiss.

Was it just wishful thinking
That loving words crept in my ear,
Or did my sleeping heart awake
To find that you were near.

Was it perhaps a feeling
That i felt your strong desire,
Or did a strange excitement
Set my eager heart on fire.

Where you just a dream of mine
Imagination being clever?
Oh please, if it was all a dream
Then let me dream forever.



made last feb 12, 2009. hope you like it. :)

I just only want to be with you - my compo

All my life I’ve waited 
Floating, dreaming, wishing 
For the day when you would come my way. 
My heart flutters at the sound of your voice 
My hands shake as I reach to touch your face 
In heaven there can only be a better place 
Soaring through the clouds 
The wind beating at my skin 
Breathing heavy, feeling numb 
You’re all I need, can’t you see? 

If taking my life is what I had to do to have a moment with you, 
Give me a knife and I’ll be Juliet. 
If wishing everyday would get me to you, 
I’d wish every breathing moment. 
Wherever I go, I see you everywhere, 
What a comely feeling is this? 
I used to feign, 
That you’re just a friend, 
But deep inside, truth never denied. 

I don’t know what it is that makes me love you so 
I only know I never want to let you go 
‘Cause you’ve started something, oh, can’t you see 
That ever since we met, you’ve had a hold on me? 
It happens to be true 
I just only want to be with you. 


Feb. 11, 2009

Desperately in love - my compo

I may have ran out of songs to sing,
I may have ran out of words to say.
All that I want you to know is what I feel for you.
I love you and that is true.

From the moment that I met you
I knew it has been so real.
Everytime we speak,
Baby, you got me so weak.
You still remained special
The reason of why I write
It's something about you
Feelings tell me I am right.

Hold me close and don’t let go
Your love is what I want to know
Hold my heart within yours dear
Hold me now, pull me near

Feel me now our bodies twined
Two become one, a single mind
Feel my body, taste my soul
Feel the love that makes us whole.





August 3, 2009

New blog!

Hey guys! I finally made my own blogger account again. Lol Well I used to have one but it happens that I forgot my password. ha! (that happens if you don't update your blog!) Anyway, before I'm gonna start with my first blog, i'd like to tell you about myself. ;)


I'm Metzil Bermudez, 20 years of age from Auckland, New Zealand. I was born on February 24, 1991. I grew up in Davao, Philippines and moved to NZ when i was 18. I'm currently studying Commerce in University of Auckland. I used to study nursing in the Philippines but didn't like it. :/ Business all the way man! Lol Moving on....


People notice that I do smile a lot and they wonder if I ever had problems in life. Of course I do! Well, it's just that I learned to smile/laugh them off. You know, it's okay to let them out to at least reduce the pain. And I think there's no point staying in the corner, being "emo" and say that you hate the world. Let me tell you this, IT'S NOT GONNA HELP YOU, it's not going to take you anywhere, or help you become a better person! Do something about it, and of course, pray. :)


Music has always been my passion. Ever since I was a kid, I've always dreamed about performing in front of many people and so I did! Had a few gigs with a band, had a dance group when I was in high school,  joined couple of singing contest and until now, I still have that passion in me. If you know you have that gift that God has given you, keep it, treasure it, and share it. Be an inspiration to others.


My goal is to finish my degree, have a 2-year work experience and then get a master's degree so I can get a better job. Another is, I made a promise to myself that I should be able to travel to places before I get married and carry on after having my own family. I know it's every person's dream to travel but for me, there is something about it that tells me, I must travel. I guess I'll find out once I start. :)


Lovelife? Hmmmm. I am single at the moment and I still have no plans of having a boyfriend, yet. I just wanna live life, focus on my studies and have fun at the same time! It doesn't mean that my doors are closed. It's just that i'm not ready to commit myself when it comes to relationship. But, if the feeling's there, who knows? :D


I thank God of having my family and friends to guide me, share tears & laughter together and accepted me of who and what I am right now. :)


Anyway, I think my "introduction" is a bit of draggy and there's still so much to talk about myself! Haha! Well, I'll just have to end it here for now and you guys will find out more about me on my next blog/s.


Have a nice day everyone and don't forget to smile! God bless!